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Hmm.. lots of stuff to write.. not much room..
I won't bore you so heres the latest..

Friday me and Aisha went to Disney World ( florida ) .. it was soo awesome.. it just makes you wish you were little again. I already miss it. And florida was awesome not to mention, I got to see all kinds of florida orange trees..mickey mouse.. haaha "whose the leader of the bunch thats made for you and me .. Mic ..key.. mouse... love it .. i mean it is so undescribable.. and too you that i didnt tell i was leaving it was kinda spurr of the moment.. and Iam probably gettin ISS because i have unexcused tardys or what ever you wanna call it .. and friday omg .. Mrs. hebert.. wanna kill that woman .. anyways before i get mad..

ALL OF YOU WHO READ THIS ..wich im sure is not many NEED TO GO TO DISNEY WORLD!!..
gahh I love it sooooooo much .. and Epcot is awesome.. thats the place where it has the big white ball.. when i get pics developed i will put em on my cp and i'll show ya.

I got to meet Jasmine and Aladin.. Aurora ( sleeping beauty).. buncha people

anyways.. for you losers who were at school.. nawww im just kidding.. I missed you guys.. I'll see you tomorrow :)

I hope everybodys weekend was grand.. ahh im so excited we get our winter break starting on Sat. mhhmm.. 3 day week 4 day weekend doesnt sound half bad..

haha ne ways..
I love yall
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life is great....need i explain more?

aisha left for GA today!!.. she'll be back on fri.

Yesterday me and Aisha stayed with Rachal.. hehe and we rented movies and all that good stuff... Rach had her tonsils taken out.. Poor thing.. I just wanted to hug her.. hopefully she'll start feelin better soon..

ahahhahahaha Diego Luna is a Hottt man..

Tina you fat lard eat some food... muhahah

Its funny how someone can think you are just SOOOO all about them and they think they have you wrapped around their finger when..in all reality...your perspective has changed for them ALOT.. its kinda like wooah.. theyre not the same person..

haha anyways...

Good day lads

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...Well...

I guess it's been a while since ive wrote in here..A bunch of shits goin on.. its really STUPID if ya ask me.. but.. i guess thats all Im gonna say about that

Yesterday I went with b.taylor and allison to eat at o'charleys... haha it was fun
they sang happy birthday to her

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Right now me and aisha are gettin to have a movie fest! FUN! we cant go anywhere cause its bein gay outside..i wish it would just build up for sunday night so we dont have to go to school on monday.. but you know with our luck it will be like 70 degrees on Mon.

anyways

I think thats it..

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My Lj's are gonna have a theme.. I dont know why .. but i decided so todays theme is

"For The Love Of My Grandma's wooden Spatula"

Soo.. today i went to the Dr. and I have good news and I have bad news.. The good news I wasnt sick.. the bad news I have to have surgery.. I have a nebular cist something another and they have to cut it out.. yea nasty i know..  so anyways.. they took like 5 tubes of blood.. and ive felt really weird the whole day .. like  passing out/headaches/shaking etc. weird I know.....but enough about that ...

I was running to the last 4 minutes of first so i wouldnt have to give her my blue slip tomorrow.. beacuse i would have end up loosing it.. so  while i was running..  I tripped and caught myself.. but i laughed all the way to first...and then right after i got in there and she signed it.. we left!

Tomorrow is Queen presentations.. I was a little nervous having to get out there in front of people but.. ya know im not anymore, I'm just gonna have fun with it.. Homecomming has also taught me true sides of people i never really thought could be possible...LIARS! *COUGH*.. those make me mad.. but i mean ..oh well..  life goes on right.. and hey if you dont like me then dont vote for me..  :X   Thats all i have to say about that subject .. oh oh oh and  I hope you guys like my outfits..

OMG.. i need to get money from mom.. i need to order a sophomore shirt!!

^^ least of my worries

OH and guys.. I've acctually been really happy these past couple days.. I hope it lasts! It's been great not crying... I love it, speaking of crying and the emotional break-downs i have  mom is getting me a phsichiatrist  :)   yay!  lol okay so maybe not yay cause i dont want people thinkin im crazy .. but its really hard talkin to people about your problems when they're practically on the fence.. I want someone who doesnt know the people and who doesnt know me.. I want the honest truth for once..

Raeanna said today that if you get into a relationship while your insecure ( wich everyone is to an extent) then your most likely going to be obsessed... someone please give me your opinion on this... cause im kinda 2-sided on that one..

my head hurts really bad.. and so  I think im gonna go to bed since i have to get up  15 mins. early!!

I'll leave you guys with some lyrics that are sticking to me ..they kinda describe what i wanna say but can't sorta anyways here it is ..

Oasis

Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right

and i found a really awesome quote wich i think most of you have seen but im going to put it on here anyways

"'Lie to me she whispered...'I love you" he said '"

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                                                      ~Night Bumpkins~

                                                                    Ackle... haha.. don't ask

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Well where should i begin..
lets start with last night..

Rachael (m.) picked me and aisha up from my house.. and we went to the mall.. and we were suppose to meet her friend Brittney at the mall at 7:30.. lol we didnt find her until 9.. anways.. after that we went to sonic..me and Brittney got a root bear floar.. yum it's been a LONG time since i had onna them.. and aisha had a smoothie.. and rachael had something that tasted like a STRONG sprite.. it was good.. then.. Robby, Brittney (b.), Meredith and lauren pulled up infront of us.. and we talked to them for a min. then we went back to rachaels.. and talked and laugh and goofed and watched some of little black book... <~ that was a good movie.. i had already seen it once with jake before school started. Then me and aisha went to go sleep in her little sisters room haha that bed was soo comfy .. but squeaky.. and this morning we woke up and finished watching LBB..and had french toast.. yummy. Then mom picked me and aish up and I went to the mall to go shopping for homecomming.. i really like what i got but.. you have to wait to see it until wed. and fri.

Then me and mom came home and aisha came over and me and her and mom talked for like 3 hours.. about everything under the sun.. I never truly realised how hard of a life my mom has had.. and i really look up too her.. she is my idol

anyways.. then me and aisha came in here and watched "without a paddle
lol possibly one of my favorite movies.. its so funny.... now im talkin to bj.. drinking my diet coke.. and oh my.. i had an asthma attack and i couldnt find my inhaler..so i was like having to breathe in and out.. ahh it sucked.. but its been a LOng time since ive had one.. and my lungs feel like theyre gonna colapse now..ugh i know what i have to do ...

anyways.. thats about it.. tomorrow is sunday .. and i think im gonna go jogging or something, i need it lol..

and MONDAY IS PJ DAY! im so excited

night all... or should i say morning..

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HEYY..Everyone .. im updating..since i havent in a while!...

Right now.. im eating left over Hamburger helper ( cheesy kind ).. good stuff
and im enjoying a COld diet coke... while talkin to Courtney on the phone and Lindsay on the computer...

Im bringing back slap bracelets.. whose with me??!!?

Oh and I wanna give a CONGRATULATIONS... to lindsay because she is finally getting ger LIVESTRONG bracelet!...

anyways.. First period is Art2.. it's great.. Raeanna is my mentor.. haha she gets me through the day .. I havent told her this.. but i will tomorrow... we had a long convo today about love and life.. Her and Daniel... SOO CUTE.. they make me wanna cry
and theres a hot guy in there.. haha...

2nd is algebra.. ahhhhh makes me want to rip my hair off!

3rd - I now have Mrs. Burgess..!! I love that woman ..

4ht is English 2 with Mrs. Muncie.... weird class...A weird guy sits behind me.. and adam sits like beside me .. and I barely know anyone else in there.. so .. I kinda keep to myself.. and wait till the bell rings for lunch ... Today was kind of depressing... I sat with raeanna and..Kami .. and Meredith and Brittney were too busy talkin to the new guy.. while raeanna went and got grapes.. i was alone.. cause Chandra left me.. :( ahh anyways

5th is my favorite.. because Its Mrs. Nelson and spanish .. wich is comming quite easily for me!.. and she makes it fun.. and we listen to spanish music.. haha ..

I think thats it .. oHH i went and seen Meet The Fokers... hahah I laughed ALOT!

i think thats it!

Hasta Luego!
jax!

Tell her you think shes AMAZING. Tell her why you think shes so amazing.  Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly KISS her. Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her. Tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her stupid jokes... Whatever it takes to make her laugh. Write poems about her. Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. SURPRISE HER. Do things that make her SMILE, make her LAUGH, and make her want to KISS you right on the face. BE SPONTANEOUS.. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play football with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her.  Whisper in her ear. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then KISS her. Push her on swings. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the *stars*. Make up nicknames for each other. Show up at her work or apartment unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand. Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long. Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.  Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the pictures of you SHE WANTS. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her when she least expects it. When yOufall in love with her, TELL HER!

if only... hah, one of these days im gonna find somebody like that^^

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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
rather not say .. :p

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any resolutions last year, but I will be making one this year and I will be keeping it.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
umm no.. haha id prolly die if someone did

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, thankfully

5. What countries did you visit?
None

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Someone new come into my life, LOTS of spontaneous fun and I want to meet TONS of new people.

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I couldn't pick just one

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
excepting myself as who I am.. nothing more, nothing less

9. What was your biggest failure?
.........hmmm....I'm not quite sure

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
heartbreak..im sure that counts

11. What was the best thing you bought?
oh my beans.. who knows

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
..don't know

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
....

14. Where did most of your money go?
who knows

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
All kinds of stuff..

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Scissor Sisters- Take your momma

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Homework

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
worrying

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
next christmas.. who knows

21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2004?
hahaha... lets forget about it

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
humph. yeah..unfortunately

23. How many one-night stands?
lol sheesh, are you kidding

24. What were your favorite TV programs?
Real World, Veronica Mars, Life As We Know It

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope of Coarse not... =0)

26. What was the best book you read?
"A Child Called It"

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
OASIS *pure love*

28. What did you want and get?
lol..dvd player ..yea i know im a loser

29. What did you want and not get?
Hah, quite a few things.... sadly

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Napoleon Dynamite, The Notebook

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
oh goodness... I can't remember what I did.. but i turned 15 lol

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
more fun

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?.
I was lazy and hardly ever dressed up this year.... I just don't have the time to doll up....

34. What kept you sane?
Having a few good cries, Thinking things out rashionally, sumthing else...

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Adam Sandler.. he's always Smiling

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
The war.. it freaked me out

37. Who do you miss?
=0) quite a few people

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Oh man... Hard to tell since you know i meet alot of new people in this hick town..

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
Never set yourself up to be letdown...

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"She will be loved"

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Well.. guys its 2005!!.....

I can't believe it...seems like just the other day I was in third grade.. :0( crazy how time flys by so fast ...

I'll be driving in September and it realllly scares me .. I guess because the wrecks and stuff... I mean I like driving and all that but .. i wish my mom could drive me forever.. I guess i seem like a baby and need to face the facts.. humm

If you haven't noticed its 5 am. and I feel like crying.. Im really nervous .. but that i can't say .. :x sworn to secracy... haha not really but.. Its not my place to say .. anywyas..

I miss someone right now.. who you might ask.. :X can't say that one either.. ...

what is the point of a Livejournal if you can't write secrets in it.. well I guess cause everyone else can ready it .. unless friends only.. but you know what I dont have many friends who have LJ.. cept for jake, ivie and bradley .. but.. they never comment cept for jake.. haha I think he is the only one who reads this thing.. good in some ways.. bad in others... =0( am i a bad friend??

Everyone seems to be doing the cool thing and goin to xanga.. but me.. noooo.. i guess cause its taken me a year to figure out how to do the HTML for this one.. I don't wanna have to start all over with xanga.. and plus.. Lj is home to me i suppose.. i should stay a loyal fan!

Soo.. i hope everyone had a great NEW YEAR!... lol mine was interesting...thats all i can say ..

Courtney and Aisha stayed the night with me tonight... hmm... interesting also .. why I cant say .. but deffinatley been a hilarious night.. Wanna go to walmart??

Guys .. i need a job ..seriously..i need one so bad.. im sick and tired of being broke ....

My life needs some spice in it.. its deffinately boring right now .. ugh.. but oh well.. maybe when school starts it wont be so bad... something interesting needs to happen.. but what I have no idea. Speaking of school... I kind of dread to go back .. just the thought of waking up so early and thinking so much makes me cringe... oh well got to do it .. only 2 1/2 more years.. lol that seems like forever and then again it seems like not that long..

Me and aisha came up with a plan .. after highschool were taking a year off.. moving to california..staying with my family out there.. gettin jobs as waitressing.. shes goin to acting school.. were only going to buy food and necessities.. ( sp?) and then shes going to make it big and by me a house and im going to be her Assistant and AGENT!... sounds like a plan doesnt it... People are like.. yall are NEVER going to make it .. but we'll prove to you a thing or too.. the people who get told that are always the ones who make it... =0) oh yes and Faith is a must .. you always gotta have faith... well thats my motto!...

anyways.. i need to lay down and ..its getting late.. even though i had a cup of coffee.... Im ready for bed.


night toots,
jackie

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woah! im bored like crazzzy!

hmm..diet coke is good...

my nose itches....

thats it .. im done

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WOW!.. what a great Christmas!... I hope everyone had a FANTASTIC one

My house was like a zoo... thats the only way to describe it.. Family everywhere!!!... I love family get togethers!...I guess thats why I love Christmas... last night after we ate and opened presents My uncle Chris who happens to be Bobs nephew.. ( weird huh..if you dont know who bob is ask and ill expalin)... he went outside and there was a halo around the moon it was awesome... I was freakin out because I thought it was a sign of like the world ending.. but he said that the indians say it's a sign of a BIG war.. so who knows.. but anyways... we stayed up and talked and laughed.. and it was great .. this morning my house looked like a tornadoa had hit it... My cousin landon put a hole in the wall with his hummer... lol and went and got mudd all over ther carpet.. shew!...well im gettin ready to go get all my stuff together and head to Sc and then GA.. Ill be back on Tuesday!! ahhahaha yay!.......i love you guys!.......

Get ready for NEW YEARS! 005



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MERRY CHRISTMASMERRY CHRISTMASMERRY CHRISTMASMERRY CHRISTMAS

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...Guys what a day it has been.....

I woke up at 2 this morning and i just kind of fiddled around.. then I rented "White chicks" off Charter demand.. omg.. I haven't laughed like that since i dont know when .. it was quite fun!...

Then at around 10:30 or so me and mom and 'G' all went last minute Christmas shopping.. we went to wal*mart!..I love that place around Christmas.. even though you need a horn on your buggy .. its kinda like driving in there... people will pull out in front of you .. haha anyways...then we went to the health food store to find mom something so we could make her her own cake.. cause well she cant eat wheat.. oh oh oh ohh... they got my little cousin.. an H2 HUMMER!!!!!!.. but of coarse its one of those you can get in and drive when your like 4 but still.. :( i want one! a real one...haha those car things .. I had a barbie corvet and i was hot stuff drivin around in it.. lol.. i remember my ex step brothers would drive the barbie car and pull the bike behind it down our steep drive way and this one particular time.. my bike did a pop-a-wheeely and i skidded down the drive way and skinned my butt.. lol those were the days

Then they dropped me off at the mall.. and :) i got to use some of my Christmas money ive already recieved!.. so that was fun .. then we came home and me and 'g' would have liked to trash the kitchen.. ahh .. weve made 2 cakes a pie.. broccoli casserole.. all kinds of good stuff.. cept for the sweet potato suffle'.. im kinda iffy on that one.. but then i took one of those deeeeeep naps when you wake up sweating.. and youve find your hair stuck to your face because youve drooled so much.. haha thats what i call a GREAT NAP!.. anyways.. I think my uncle and his girlfriend are comming up tonight!..that excites me because I LOOOOVE family get togethers!

oh here is a conversation between me and "g" today in the car..

Me: Soo do you think amber will have a kid.?
"G": why yea..
Me: Im gonna feel sorry for it
"G": yea .. I feel sorry for leahs ( my cousin who just got knocked up by a black guy)
Me: yea meee too
"g": if she gives it up for adoption.. I would take it in
Me: haha id still feel sorry for it

^^ haha .. my best come back

anywhoot... if anybody can download music and likes country download Jimmy Wayne- Paper Angels...
and Martina mcbride- God's will...





Merry Christmas Eve!!!

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Guys guys guys...

I woke up at 2 in the morning its almost 4 now.. and ive been sitting here for the past oh 2 hrs downloading all kinds of different music :0) goodness and Im sooo hyper.. possibly cause im drinking caffeine.. but who knows.

GUESS WHAT!!?! TODAY IS CHRISTMAS EVE and that makes my heart oh so happy!.. even though tomorrow morning when i wake up .. I cant get all excited and open presents like everybody else.. i gotta wait till all of my family comes up.. wich is .. Scotty my uncle and his girlfriend Lindsay.. I havent met her but "G" says she is a doll.. Amber my Aunt and her fiance' Chris...Landon my little cousin.. and Leah my pregnant cousin and me and mom.. in our 3 bedroom double wide.. hahahaha .. sleeping arrangements will deffinatley be made.. and Ill bet you anything they'll stick me on our BLUE LAZ-E-Boy cahir thing.. ahh so uncomfortable to sleep in .. possibly because i like to be all spread out .. oh and if any nookie goes on in my bed.. i will deffinatley not be showing Christmas spirit.. =0)... anywhoot..they all wont be here until like 6 so that makes me kinda depressed.. but at least I can look O.K in my pictures instead of waking up each year and not taking a shower.. and in all the pics I have like cow-licks from hade-ees ( didnt know how to spell it ) ...

What "G" said to me last night...
""IM TO OLD TO BE POLITE.. and IM TIRED OF IT ANYWAYS""

I swear if you only knew my grandma.. I died laughing.. that was the only funny thing about the night cept for me getting pooped on.. EWW SOO DISGUSTING..

well.. im gettin kinda tired again...so i think im going to listen to music as i fall asleep dreaming of *YOU*


LOVE YALL

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I'm updating again.. cause well i have nothing better to do .. and omg.. I watched this movie today called "osama".. i think i cried for like an hour straight.. it was sooo sad... it was about this girl who had to cut her hair short and pretend to be a boy so she could help her family get food.. well they lived in the middle east and if the Taliban caught here she would die .. well .. it ends up that they caught her and she didnt die but she got wed to this old guy.. and she never got to see her family again..and it was based on a true story .. ahh.. what a tear jerker. anywhoot.. Christmas is what ...2 days away .. im excited cause i get to see all my family and Its just the best time of the year!... and i think thats all i have to say!


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Have a GREAT! Day
love ya..
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OKAY! so i lied.. um updating.. only because this sweet girl who ive never met ... Did my dates and such .. her name is Ashton!!!!!.. woo .. shes great!.. THANKS AGAIN!






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Shewwy.. i still cant believe Christmas is so soon.. it seems just yesterday was the first day of school... by the time we know it summer will be here!.. Im so excited i only have like 9 months till ill be liscensed ( sp?) to drive.. and only then will the real fun begin haha ..
Last night i went to chelseys and we had us a Christmas party and it was soo much fun.. it got alot off of my mind.. and then i came home like at maybe 9 cause i wasnt feelin good.. like now i feel like im going to throw up.. sorry for that .. anyways i guess ill make this short and sweet.. I probably wont update until after Xmas.. bc wel.. I have better things to do ... and besides no one ever reads this anyhow...but I want to wish EVERYONE a VERRRRY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY ROCKING NEW YEAR!...oh and btw..i love you guys!

jackie